I want to learn to produce EDM and alongside I dream to become a semi-pro/pro counter strike player, I am constantly playing aim maps, watching tutorial vids, watching pro matches, and practicing basic technique.

I want to find a team to play with and get better along side with, even if I am not started, I would like to get better and possibly at some point play for the team which helps me get better.

I briefly managed a large cs:go clan I started but it eventually fell apart because I had no support.