streamer, esports pro ,fashion designer

hello i am germ or jormain. i want to become an esports player so bad. i remember getting joked ion school for liking anime and being a gamer. now its popular cause of the money aspect. but me i want to enjoy the grind of becoming the best. i also want to be a full time streamer. ive wanted this ever since i heard about twitch when i was 13. i am pretty good i just want to be better and hit the next lvl.