To ultimately find a community to play hard and enjoy the game again
Kicking off a stream or competition carrer wouldn't be too shabby either.

My name is Matt, I'm a 34 year old father of two. I work full time in food service for about 2 decades now.
I have always had a passion for gaming, and felt I've always had a bit more skill then the average player. However I've always struggled to find a community to stick with.

The closest thing I've had to that, and the closest I've ever come to actually competive play was back during the original years of Rainbow Six Seige.

The group of guys I played with ment the world to me, we would spend 7 hours a day, 5 days a week playing together, and would research levels and strategies on our off days.

That is the level I am willing to go to to improve myself, to better a team, and to gain team cohesion no matter what teammates I load in with.