I want to become a professional player and finally realize one of the biggest dream I've had since I picked up a controller

I've been playing COD all my life and I've always wanted to do it on a bigger scale. I started streaming and got an outreach but had to postpone my dreams because adult life started getting in the way of that. If I was accepted to an eSports team it would help me finally reach my goals of being a professional and I could start to get where I want and leave the boring 9-5 behind