As far as I can fucking get playing with all my soul and giving it my all as always

I've got stage 4 cancer and maybe AIDS from playing SEA server, ranging from kids with bad connection to teenagers intentionally feeding Rapier to enemy team just because "no one bought wards", I'm still holding onto to dear life and looking for a way out because my love for this videogame is greater than the teenager pinoy virus infecting me to the very core.