play in RLCS and win in the future

I’m currently a player for the SFSU crl team. I don’t play ranked much because of my extremely low mmr which makes people think i’m bad, but is extremely untrue. I used to play semi pro before crl and I am constantly playing in scrims and lobbies upwards of 1800 mmr teams. i’m a fast first man playmaker kind of player that likes to get aggressive but can make a play happen anywhere on the field. my team just disbanded because of some internal issues but I still want to compete.