My ambitions are to win against everyone on the server but at the end Im my biggest opponent

Hello Coach, Teammate or Captain
my name Is Jan or Jans0n I come from Switzerland I'm 23years old and I play as a lurker, rifler or supporter.
I play at the moment only solo faceit and give everyday my best to come out from the low level.

faceit lvl 2 right now

pros:
I'm a strict and loyal person
big teamspirit
happy and positive mind
very honest everytime
mapcontrol
gamesense ++
confidence

contras:
losing is frustrating but I think its fight from every player
my focus after a lose round are not on 100% everytime