To find a home, and people to play with that aren't childlike. A family that can take and give constructive criticism.
I have played Battlefield since 1942. I would consider myself an average player made better by my team. I was part of a BF2 squad named [TDO] The Devils Own. We ran a server for years, we had people from all ability levels, from the #5 ranked player in the world at one point to the extreme novice. I fall in the middle.
I am coming back to FPS's after a couple of years off, so im rusty.